PAIN OF LOVE OR THE LOVE OF PAIN..........................

Some  where beyond dis earth, goin so long,
a world where  evil spirits belong,
my  eyeballs  melting hard,
making eyes ,look like an empty open door,
now that i can feel my hearts shattering  to pieces,
d  statue of love within ,started breaking, making my soul headless,
a moment b4  death, a second b4 goin under,
can't you still hear me,
screaming , bleeding n deceiving,
trying to find a place for me in d library of ur love,
now i can tell u what u hav done to me,
u made  me defeated, my sleepless soul rounding n swirling around you,
tried to breakthrough,though i know its hard to survive,
why cant you see d sleeplees ,frozen,frightened,defeated soul,
down inside heart's core,
a thousand lakes of  tears out of fear,
trees n flowers turned black,
hearing d same sad stories ,24 hrs round d clock,
is us heart made out of magnet,
pulling my iron fenced heart towards  you,
lock me deep inside  your eyes,
make me live  drinking ur tears ,until my soul dies,
u can't leave me alone,as u r d one,
who woke d ghost of love out of dark,
nw dat it started scratching d walls of  my heart,
looking for u everywhere,
can't  bear dis pain,blood clotting right through d vein,
still   can't   beleive dat i lost you,
searching for d lost love,which i cant find forever,
IS DIS D PAIN OF LOVE , 
OR JUS  D  LOVE OF PAIN..................................

A TAMIL POEM

                                    kadhal kavidhai.......

vellai thaalil kirukkum ,
en manam enum kirrukkanum,
kavithai kirukkanai mariyadhan mayamennavo,
kal kuda karaindhu vidhum,
un mugam kandu ,vilungu vittal,
nilavum unnakku kudai pidukkum,
iravil un nilal kalavupoividum endru,
malargalai paarthu rasithadhudu,
manam vittu magildhathillai,
malargal uranga kavipadum ,
en manamor malalaiyai mariyadhan mayakkamenna,
unavindri valarkidren, un ninaivu tharum unarvinaal,
kal nenjana irundha ennai,kalavadi sendradhadi un kadhal,
kaar irul neekkum kadhiravanai pol,
kaan moodi kanavu kondal,
swasamellam un vaasam dhaan,
thaayaka ne vendum,
sei naanum un madi medhu kannuranga,
un koondhal kaattil olithirrupen,
kadhal enum kadalai thedi,
maranathil  bayamillai,
un kanakkal kaanum tharunam podhum,
en aadhiyum nee , andhaamum nee,
micha meedhiyidri enai  thaara thoonidhu vitten,
uyir pichai allithuvidu,oru kanam unnodu uyir vazha......................................

WOMB OF LOVE.......................

                                         
A day came,
d day i stepped out from d womb of my mom,
holding her hands,started walking,
drinking her life started tallking,
she taught me everything,as dis world needs me for something,
and a day came, 
d day she left my hands, 
am all alone, met people of  different kind,
frightened to mingle as am not of their kind,
slowly d light of life started fading,
a sudden change , made me hold d root of life,
as my life slipped down right from d top of a cliff,
found d path to start my journey ,
had people to direct d way to travel,
milestones of life,
silent poems among violent stories,
friends of mine,filling d cup of life with sweet red wine,
flooded d hot  n dry spots of heart with  rain of love,
shining stars tat makes dark sky  decorated with light,
my empty days ,filled with happiness,
endless love,boundless hope,binded faith,
statue of life, painted with colours of love,
trees of love grown all through d corners of heart,
veins n nerves sorrounded by  roots of love,
opon my soul,engraved their memories ,built a tomb,
can feel d warmth of my mother's womb,
d oly relation dat emerges out of pure love n hope,
holding dem firm can reach heights,folding dem can feel safe ,
milestones of life,
without dem life seems directionless,meaningless,
as dey taught me d reason to live,
a feel tat i never wanna lose as dey came into my not outta my choice...............................

   HAUNTED HEART!!!!!!!

                               
My heart s haunted by d love of a nightmare,
wicked words made me follow d path she ran ,
darkest clouds,dense forest, misty sky,
eyeballs rolling,throats burning,
followed her a way long,
hearing d voice of d song she sung, 
vampire of love,sucking d blood right from d nerve of my neck,
trying to escape ran around ,blood oozing everywhere i go,
following d blood spots ,it chased me hard,
love s like a game of chess, 
wer always d king's  lyf ll b always plunged at d end of every game,
love s such an evil,
makes u become a devil,
is der any clue to end dis wicked game,
as d beggining and end of d loop s always d same,
u'll b left all alone,lyf becums so insane,
you put a shield upon me,as ur's s d oly face which i should see,
forget to remove it once you left me,not allowing me to see anything rather dan you ,
is ur heart made of stone, as my raindrops of love never ever melt dem,
in my life ur love a d oly mistake, d poisined tablet dat i took,my soul hanging on a hook,
show me d way  to wash my heart clean n neat,
to remove  d stains which u made me forfeit,
haunted love,taking my life away ,
a feel between wicked minds,a desert full of poisoned winds,
don't becum d host ,as ur life ll be lost.................

EIGHTH WORLD WONDER

Standing at the centre of two mountains,
both side droplets splashing as water fall  from fountains,
cool morning breeze,which make my body freeze,
birds  flying all around,making pleasant sound,
down from d sea, painting  every nook n corner, the sun started rising,
hence darkness started moving as  sun's light follow dem chasing,
lying on ground saw little butterflies flying,
grasstips filled with drops of dew,
made my cheek chill as i touched a few..
all of  a sudden felt some rain drops falling on me,
rain drops falling on me,
n sun rising above d sea,
herds of cattle grazing without bothering,
saw cows feeding their calves among d gathering,
watz d name of  dis season,
tats rises not giving a single clue for humans to reason,
s dis d world i've been living so long,
i wondered only nature can create magic without d need for logic,
wat a sight,n am damn sure dis s world wonder  numbered "EIGHT"...........

LOVE DAT MAKES ME LIVE..............

         
Its ur attitude,
dat messed my latitude n longitude,
since it made d ocean in my heart swirl,
in which u pushed my love ,as it rushed into hell.
volcanoes in my brain erupted,
wicked floods in d name of luv made my mind corrupted.

its easy to say move away,n d moment u say,
down on d earth my body lie, my heart drowns coz ur thoughts overweigh,
don know y dis fucking feeling called luv cums into one's life,
dat sucks out al d happiness,as it pricks d heart with a rusted iron knife,
d rust dat sticks to ur flesh, and stays however hard u flush.

Roaming around d places wer v spent our time,
things burning all around, dat ur luv was a kind of mime,
d kiss on my cheek, dat made my heart weak,
dat hug , dat made ma soul fall into d pit which u dug.

Its all a dream, which made me hang on a beam,
i shaped my love cleanly,it stood up n walked away from me,
now am lost n  lonely,
sorry to say dat i don know to love, but y cant she marry someone to live.

The moments dat v spent will be cherished in my heart forever,
as i swore not to erase dem ,never ever ever,
wer ever you  may be,hope my thoghts dont make u sloppy,
my baby girl,i pray to god down on my knees to make u happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE OF SOULS!!!!!!

Accident prone zone,
tat had only one lane,
walking against d road,in seach of ma love,
cars n buses speeding at me,
drove through my body, but nothin happened to me,
wondered tat sumthin weird is happening,
den remembered   dat am not a whole,
roaming around as a soul,in search of ma girl,
hidden wings ,spreading wide,
started to fly,high over d sky,
crossed rivers , oceans,hills n valleys,
high on an mountain found some sparrows twittering sweetly,
snow capped peak,n d climate showed a sudden freak,
down d mountain,along a flowing fountain,
surrounded by deers n rabbits, saw my angel laughing,
flew to her with frozen hands, flooding eyes,
pumping heart ,swirling mind,
touched her shoulders ,felt like statue made of  marble,
thus ma heart  became very feeble,
she turned to me with her eyes widened ,
hugged me around , n d sun started  rising right from d ground,
frozen peaks started melting, as sun's light  chasing dem hunting,
like moon and sun , our souls lived behind d light of love,
flew high,hugging her tightly, her lips tasting ma cheeks lightly,
love of two souls , beyond death , 
as our love had remarkable faith,
souls mixed together n fall on d foot of  god, 

n became d  nail of  lord............................................................